The Last Nephilim
JoinedI call myself "The Last Nephilim" because I often feel that no matter what I do, I just don't fit in with the congregation/organization. I can assure you, I am NOT a bully! I am in the very early stages of having doubt about the organization, the body of elders, and the way things are done. I do see a double standard with the elders when it comes to taking action against wrongdoing. Seems that it depends on who you are, not what you did and whether or not you're repentant! I am not DF'd or DA'd. I have been privately reproved. Since then I have regained all priveleges and even handed some "extra" responsibilities. but the illustrous title of "Ministerial Servant" continues to elude me. I have had other MS's and some elders say to me, "I've heard your name come up" or "The things you do don't go unnoticed..." Whatever. More later...