Was born and raised a Jehovah's Witness. I never quite "belonged" growing up and was frequently an outcast. My parents emotionally abused me under the direction of this cult and I was never able to develope self-confidence in my childhood/adolescence. Today I am almost 25 and I'm still struggling to find my place in this world and I am almost finished with college. I have a grand father who is pretty high up there in the Bethel ladder if you will but I don't know what he really does. My hopes for the future are that I reclaim what I lost all those years growing up and be a normal human being with the experiences in life that make us grow and be happy. Not sure if any of this makes sense but thats what I can come up with...