dawnhawkins
JoinedHello I am Dawn and I am still in Joho turmoil. I left about two years ago, it was horrible and I never thought I would get over it. I am still not over it, I am still trying to heal and lick my wounds. To anyone that knows me they know I still cry and am in a great deal of pain from the shunning by my family, but to anyone else they probably think I am fine. I have managed to not allow the cult to mess up my career and am finally in a job that I love, I am a psychology teacher at a local college. Ironically I am teaching about cults in a few weeks!!! It has taken me a long time to get to where I am today as I had to fight in order to put myself through education. My history is... been in the "truth" from birth, I am now 28 allthough I only left 2 years ago I have had problems since I was 15 went a bit wild then felt unbelieveably guilty and towed the line again for another 10 years of wasted life.