Not an ex-JW. But married to one. He became disfellowshipped because he was dating me. Then we got married and he wanted to go back to the organization. I supported him becasue I did not know that much about the religion or the Discrete Slave. So when I started going to meetings and having a bible study I got very worried. I did my homework on the internet and found this site. I am still learning the truth about the org. going to meetings because I want to have a spirtual life with my husband. I am hoping that if I hang in there and let my candle shine; my husband one day will see the truth. I am trying to find some spirtiual truth from the meetings, seeing the good and becoming a better Christian. I know that I will never be baptized, but I will live with it because I love my husband. Also formerly known as "inlove" lost password so had to re-register?