I was a JW was several years and finally got the courage to quietly exit. The hypocrisy/gossip/unscriptural DF/fakeppl/pressure of maintaing what WBTS considered the appropriate field service time/all the unscriptural rules imposed by the WBTS/etc., forced me to exit quietly out of the door. Now, I feel a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulder & feel so happy & free to live my life.