After 40 years a Jehovah's Witness it's difficult to contemplate life in any other way, but I'm working on it. So many friends and family followed me in. Now I want to devote my life to helping them out. But it's all baby steps. I need time. They will need time, if, of course, they listen to me in the first place. I feel that events within or without the Watch Tower will open the eyes of many. I wanna be around to pick up the pieces ... CoCo