I am not nor ever have been a JW, but my wife was interested throughout her life, and had some attendance as a teenager. Last year she began attending the local KH, and got baptised during that time. Before, but mainly after, being baptised she began to notice many things that didn't agree with her expectations of the religion. The issues mounted, until it got to the point that she was motivated to buy Raymond Franz's Crisis of Conscience. With the help of that book and these forums, she recently disassociated. I'm sure she will post here too, when she feels ready.