Was drug into 'the truth' at age 12 and unfortunately baptized at 13 due to the pressure. I have always had doubts and drifted for short periods. Then about 2-3 years ago I began the fade and have been inactive for that period. I am now completely struggling as I have a wonderful wife whom I love with my whole heart and two small children who are my whole life that are completely indoctrinated in this mess called the Watch Tower. I pray daily for the patience and wisdom to help them escape this chaotic maelstrom of fear and lies....