Was raised a JW but never really had faith. Got baptized at 14 in 1974 to cover my ass just in case the world ended. DF'd in 1976. My experience in the Bellmore KH was very negative. Mom still an active member and shuns all but 1 of her 5 children. Looking for support because I've never really dealt with the way JWs influenced my entire life and still do. I still find myself waiting for Armageddon. I thought that 9/11 was the beginning of it. Why couldn't those planes have aimed at the Brooklyn side of the East River?