I actually left mentally years ago, but still go on occasion because my husband lives in fear that if we totally leave we are like going to be outcast. We have not been active for over 9 years totally but he likes to pretend he is still with it goes on occasion to pick up magazines which I in turn throw in the garbage I know I am bad, and it is terrible, but a cult code breaker once told me that to leave a cult you must stop feeding your mind their garbage. So here I am to boggle the mind some more I have to say personally I really just dont give a @$^^ to re-go over all the negative they already input into my brain about God the Bible and the End of the System. I have like no desire to like go read up on what happened and how or where they even came up with this stuff. I am out and have no intentions on looking back, my husband though he pretends to still be with it, loves looking over my shoulder while I sit here and read you guys post hmmm I think there is a bit of ExJW in him after all.