Born a witness, raised a witness. MS at 20, elder at 26, apostate at 38. I was a very good JW untill the last couple of years then I began to question other elders obsesion with trying to catch people in "wrongdoing" along with the U.N. thing and child abuse issues coming to light. I was not DFed, I left. That was the beginging of learning to love, trust, enjoy living, finding spirtuality and friends. I am still learning.