I am a NPG (non practicing gay) it has been really hard for me. i am now just barely coming back to the truth. i am a very artsy type. so i am a little worldly but i am coming back. i love jehovah with all my heart. i hope i can stay back. i have never been baptized. but i hope i can be baptized soon, but not so soon, because i dont want to be pressured to leave again. :-)