15 years involved with organization. Lonely and ignored much of that time, likely for attending only 1-3 of the 5 weekly meetings. Have always had questions about some of the teachings (i.e. 144,000, blood transfusions, dates, prophecies) Not D/F or D/A but doubt they think enough about me to even notice that I'm not there much anymore. I believe in God our Creator but now don't believe any one religion is "the truth" 100%. I believe organized religion as a whole, gives God a bad name.