I was raised as a witness by my mother. Also had non-jw father in the house (who hates the witnesses). Got baptized at 16. Always flip-flopped between doing well and doing not so well. Guess I was living unintentionally a double life for a while. Tried to fade away, was df'd for being with my worldly boyfriend. Just got married to boyfriend- mom didn't come. Mom is the only jw family member.