I was raised along with my sister (holder sister) by my mother into JW since i was born. My father never accepted this relegion (thys is his 2nd marriage). We are not a normal family, well i dont know what is a family... My father is an egocentric special person, my sister is also special with some mental problems and never been baptized, my mother is a fanatic JW, liar with no self opinion and subjugated by my father... they have never been social people, there for we didn't grow properly normal. At some time i was bapized and now inactive. When they came to speak to me i dind't know what to say e just stoped going to reunions, they said i was in a deep depression... later i just said: If paradize is going to be colonized with that sort of people, then i dont want to be part. So i'm death for 12 years now. Today i try to live my life... lets say im still learning to be a social person. For 12 years i din't contact with WJ or talk or mention about that, until now... i discover WJ at the Internet. Amasing things ive been reading about...