I was in the "truth" since the time I was born until about age 17. Baptized at 14 my parent were/are very JW. Dad was an elder for many years and presiding overseer until he died.I was DF'd for about 10 years then reinstated. I was active for about 1 or 2 years then became inactive again and have been ever since. I still have problems with "is it the truth or not" but either way I can't live my life that way. I need some help.