I was brought up JW and am thankful for the foundation it gave me despite the fact that I am no longer involved in the organization. I still believe in jehovah, I simply believe that no man is meant to govern another man and that any organization governed by man succumbs to corruption. My mothers disfellowshiping lends a great deal in my disdain of this religion. I disdain others(religions)for their ungodly treatment of people equally. I am searching for a ways to instill spirituality in my children minus the strictures of a manmade infrastructure. However my daughter seeks a temple and a network which is my current dilemna.