Spent 12 or so years as a J Dub ( M S for 8 Years) .Always had nagging doubts, but wasnt untill i had marriage problems that i took that giant step forward and decided to read Letters over the net that a "Brother" sent to the society questioning the 607 bce date ( Only reason i read it was the person who wrote these letters was still a brother, otherwise i wouldnt have read further). Shocked and very curious i was glued to the net.I also read the Ray Franzes book Crisis of conscience which simply blew me away. The rest is history. I am now in a state of limbo as to what to do next. Over the last number of years i have faded into the background only occassionally going to the meetings. Reason being i have a number of relatives in the ORG. Still doing a lot of research about the societys history so that i can be left with no doubt that this is not Gods organisation. On the other hand i am also searching for God.