i was raised as a witness my dad and brothers left over 20 years ago ,my dad was disfellowshipped so i was taken to the meetings by my extremly zealous mother . i was so good did everything i was suposed to but was never happy. went out with a brother from my cong. we were wicked and started sleeping together before our wedding this got found out and we endured a humiliating judicial,but not wanting to upset my mum we carried on got married and tried hard to be perfect little drones!it took about 6 years before we admitted to each other how unhappy we were being witnessess ,it took four years before our eventual disasociasion , i feel like ive waisted my life ,but am happier now than i ever have been!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!