Careful with Chevys, she spanks pretty hard....
jaredg
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WOW am I glad I found this place
by jaredg ini finally feel like there is someone out there that understands what i'm going through.
my ex-girlfriend (and still best friend) try to understand but she just can't.
she supports me in being strong but it's just nice to vent to people who have been through the same thing.
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jaredg
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Anybody from NC up in here?
by jaredg injust curious if there are any other ex-jw's in the area on here.
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jaredg
just curious if there are any other ex-JW's in the area on here.
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55
WOW am I glad I found this place
by jaredg ini finally feel like there is someone out there that understands what i'm going through.
my ex-girlfriend (and still best friend) try to understand but she just can't.
she supports me in being strong but it's just nice to vent to people who have been through the same thing.
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jaredg
ohhhhhhh a spanking....i used to hate them but now i see spanking in a different light
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WOW am I glad I found this place
by jaredg ini finally feel like there is someone out there that understands what i'm going through.
my ex-girlfriend (and still best friend) try to understand but she just can't.
she supports me in being strong but it's just nice to vent to people who have been through the same thing.
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jaredg
weeeeerd!!! thanks guys!!
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55
WOW am I glad I found this place
by jaredg ini finally feel like there is someone out there that understands what i'm going through.
my ex-girlfriend (and still best friend) try to understand but she just can't.
she supports me in being strong but it's just nice to vent to people who have been through the same thing.
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jaredg
jared...move your mouse over your user name and click on Profile...you should find it fairly easy to figure out, but feel free to ask questions you may have at any time.
well i did that already numerous times. i uploaded the pic and it shows up in my profile but not beside my posts. hmmmm...do you have to be a veteran member or contributing memeber for this perk? there must be some option that i don't have activated.
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55
WOW am I glad I found this place
by jaredg ini finally feel like there is someone out there that understands what i'm going through.
my ex-girlfriend (and still best friend) try to understand but she just can't.
she supports me in being strong but it's just nice to vent to people who have been through the same thing.
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jaredg
by the way how do i get my avatar pic to show up and birthday beside my posts?
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WOW am I glad I found this place
by jaredg ini finally feel like there is someone out there that understands what i'm going through.
my ex-girlfriend (and still best friend) try to understand but she just can't.
she supports me in being strong but it's just nice to vent to people who have been through the same thing.
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jaredg
hahaha...hello ladies
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55
WOW am I glad I found this place
by jaredg ini finally feel like there is someone out there that understands what i'm going through.
my ex-girlfriend (and still best friend) try to understand but she just can't.
she supports me in being strong but it's just nice to vent to people who have been through the same thing.
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jaredg
thanks for all of the replies. i am capable of living on my own. i'm just going to have to rearrange some of my finances. in reality it's not as bad as it seems. i have a whole life to live and many new things to explore. it's actually kind of exciting. now if i could only find a woman who will understand my family dynamic and not bolt on me
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WOW am I glad I found this place
by jaredg ini finally feel like there is someone out there that understands what i'm going through.
my ex-girlfriend (and still best friend) try to understand but she just can't.
she supports me in being strong but it's just nice to vent to people who have been through the same thing.
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jaredg
thanks guys. i just wish i could talk some sense into my family. but they are so involved and have so much "faith" that they even discount blatant facts. and they think i am mislead. i just dont understand how that can belive that this is the love that jesus preached about...well then agian i do understand but it makes me mad upset at how blind they are.
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WOW am I glad I found this place
by jaredg ini finally feel like there is someone out there that understands what i'm going through.
my ex-girlfriend (and still best friend) try to understand but she just can't.
she supports me in being strong but it's just nice to vent to people who have been through the same thing.
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jaredg
I finally feel like there is someone out there that understands what I'm going through. My ex-girlfriend (and still best friend) try to understand but she just can't. She supports me in being strong but it's just nice to vent to people who have been through the same thing. Anyway a little background. I was raised in the "Truth" and was baptized at 15. I never was a strong JW and at 23 I was dissfellowshipped after being inactive for over a year. When I went to college it opened my eyes to the world around me and I realized I had been living in a box my whole life. Well to make a long story short me and my girlfriend broke up and I decided it was a good time for me to get reinstated. SO I moved back home to make things easier but I founf myself back in the same ol' rut as before and leading a "double life". Then I realized...I don't like leading a double life b/c I don't like lying AND I don't want to be a JW. So I broke it down to my parents on Sunday and told them that the only reason I wanted to get reinstated was b/c I was lonely and wanted my family back. It tore them up but I was glad to get it off of my chest. Now dad wants me out of the house unless I continue to go to meetings. I'm 25 now and I feel like for the first time I'm being my own man. it's hard but I know it's the right thng to do. If I did get reinstated I'd probably get DF'd again in no time. Anyway sorry for the long post and letting me vent. How did you guys come with leaving your family and did you have any feelings of loneliness?