I pretty much posted my life story under personal experiences. I've had an interesting ride. Lots of good times. Lots of pain. "ten years searching in deep forest, today great laughter by the edge of the lake" - zen quote I love this quote because for so long I was trying to look through trees. To finally be at the lake, seeing the forest, the relection in the water, the illusion of it all. I truly laugh at myself and see the comedy of life and our searching - and how "a light in direct proportion to your seeking will one day flood your soul." I wouldn't trade my life for anything and i have absolutely no regrets. Feel free to email me: at [email protected] "To live means to be aware, divinely, drunkenly, serenely aware" - Henry Miller