(((((Brenda and Jeannie))))))
I have been refreshing my fibro reading, going on websites, one is called Fibrohugs, cute huh?
I have read so many books on this , so I know alot of things that I need to work on.
Without going into too much graphic detail.......lol,,,,Monday my brother in law was reported missing, long , long story. Basically , I spent a total of 7 hours on the phones, sometimes a cell phone to one ear and house phone on the other trying to find him.
I even had to call the state's medical examiner , looking for bodies of John Doe's.
Well, I am sure that is what started the downhill spiral of stress and drama this week.
When my Mother committed suicide we had to wait by the phone for hours , to find out if it was her.
This ordeal, brought back all of that pain. I felt pain for my BIL, and my parents in law. I remembered all too well, the not knowing, the worst fears imagined.
Thankfully he was found and we are doing all that we can to help him now.
There was alot more drama , but geessssssssh I wont even get into that.....lol.
I am trying not to panic , because sometimes these flareups hang on forever, but I have been without major symptoms for so long .
Today, is horrible. If anyone has ever had a migraine , I tell them that is what this feels like except in the muscles .
I just scored.....lol, I know that sounds horrible, some Klonapin, and that worked well for me before. Maybe in a few days this will pass and each day will be less painful.
I am going to look into the things ya'll do for yours, as well.
Thanks so much, Dede