Go...
we never want to hear mom say, "no"
we never want to see dad shake his head
the wish to feel the love not sent from above
but from the ones who it can be said.
Letting it all go...
the memories fading faster now speedy
is it wrong to let go those parents so dear?
is keeping my sanity something that sounds greedy?
I think i may,
I think I might
give my parents, old friends and loved ones
away from my memory tonight
I think they may
I think they might
not really notice or shed tears
when their memory in my mind fades tonite
Im letting it go...
let the love go adrift
maybe the freedom I feel now is their untold legacy
maybe my freedom is their gift
To all the times I wished for more
for all the times I hoped for change
some things never will...
thats why it is me that must re-arrange
So while they will always be in my mind
and my blood runs thick with familial soul
the reality still remains...
it will always be an unrealized goal...
-Z-
P.s. Im ok..just got hit with some random inspiration...I think I am getting closer to letting go of those once closest to me. Age...(shakes head) what an amazing thing.