It hurts

by Gorbatchov 4 Replies latest jw friends

  • Gorbatchov

    It hurts me a lot to see all the changes in WTS community. (hypocrisy, JW.ORG, property investments)

    It hurts me so much, sometimes I want to stop following it.

    Maybe it's time to say goodbye to it all, protecting me for getting mad.

    I have a nice family, wife, kids and everything I wish. I should be happy.

    Sometimes I feel depressed. For a few minutes. And getting very dark thoughts.

    When arriving at home it is gone. 

    Trying to avoid internet is helping sometimes. 

    Wish me luck.


  • prologos
    Gorby, why should it hurt, the truth about WT-BtS has to come out, and it does. You do not have to watch it, as many here can not stomach it either. It will have it's effect sooner or later. Perestroyka!
  • Village Idiot
    Village Idiot
    Gorby, Is your family 'in'. If so are any of them mentally out? Are you still going to the meetings?
  • Xanthippe

    Wishing you lots of luck Gorby. My husband and I took a complete break for twenty years after we left. We needed to put it all behind us because we found it so painful. When you believe it all and work your socks off it hurts doesn't it. I wish you well, have an amazing life 

  • rip van winkle
    rip van winkle

    Lots of good✨ luck and best 🌌wishes to you and your family🌼

    If you have a family you love and they love you back, you're all set☑



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