I try not to draw conclusions
. . . about things with ?absolute? certainty, especially not something as subjective as the belief in an Almighty.
But I do understand those who question things. If God does exist and he?s a God of love ? then when they inevitably stand before him, he should see into their hearts and understand their ?reasonable doubt?. How could he not see that his imperfect creations might be confused by all the options out there?
I can also understand how people hold onto faith like a life raft.
I was raised and led to believe that my faith was the truth, the one truth, and I designed my life around the idea that if I did everything the bible told me to do ? believed that all instructions handed down by God?s one earthly organization were ?spiritual food in due season? and ?heavenly guidance? from above and was to be followed without question ? then, and only then, would I be rewarded with Eternal Life in an earthly paradise.
This of course would be after the battle of Armageddon where all the evil ones on earth, billions of people (all those NOT a member of God?s one earthly organization ? aka THE ORG) would be slaughtered and eaten by birds.
And lastly, that decisive battle, the big A, was right around the corner. The battle where God finally proves to Satan the Devil that humans can not manage there own affairs ? and its foolish to disregard his orders. You know the story: thousands of years of human suffering all because a talking snake told a naked woman to eat a piece of fruit.
Anyway ? that little matter will be finally settled at Armageddon.
So after being indoctrinated with these beliefs, I spent the first twenty years of my life defending them ? and smugly looking down my nose at those who just didn?t get it.
Then I started to think for myself, separate myself from the lemmings and explored all theories and ideas about life and God ? an exploration which was strongly discouraged by the organization known as Jehovah?s Witnesses and ultimately lead to my departure. If anybody has ever believed something all their lives, and then found out in one hideous instant that it was all bulls**t ? then you understand how bitter a pill it is to swallow. Six million Jehovah?s Witnesses around the world provide the slave labor for a small ?Governing Body? of men (who profess to have sole access to God)? who sit atop the 1 Billion dollar publishing empire called the Watchtower Bible and Tract Society in Brooklyn, NY.
Believe what you want . . .
but never let anyone tell you not to explore,
not to investigate the roots of your own faith. Because, sometimes the Emperor really is naked, and you?re not just tripping . . . a God of love would want you to investigate and to form your own conclusions as to his greatness.
I did, and the truth about The Truth blew my mind.
Here?s a great discussion board for all those have been Dubs (Witnesses) or who know someone who?s still enslaved by the Org, or maybe just questioning other matters of religion ?.
JWD -- http://www.jehovahs-witness.com
I left that organization when I was nineteen ? and this JWD board has turned out to be the therapy I never knew I needed.