I have been having a hard time with my AS kids the past few weeks, not to mention not feeling well myself. I went to the doctor's today and found out I have fibromyalgia. All I can ask myself is "why is all this happening to me?"
I am feeling sorry for myself right now and I hope you all can understand the need to vent. It seems like it is one thing after another right now, and gods am i tired. I just don't know what to do anymore, seems like I am just hitting my head against a brick wall.
On top of this too I spoke with my father's mother and apparently it is all my fault that her family doesn't want anything to do with me, because heavens knows when I was 10 I should have been the one to keep the lines of communication open after my parents split, is that warped or what, shouldn't it have been the adults?
Thanks for listening, I didn't know where else to post this and I needed to vent!