birthday on monday the 12th and I was home sick but still got a visit from my daughter and xwife (who is still a good friend of mine). I have had now 3 of these bdays...and am not sure if I am feelin it or not...i think I do..it feels good, a warm feeling when my 3 year old daughter flings her arms around my neck and says happy bday daddy...It also hurts too..am having a bday party this weekend with my roommate and friends at my place and will probably be thrashed but I still dont know if I am ever going to totally "get it". It has been a while since I posted here but it seems the only real place that other people understand the "emptiness" as I call it. Anyway...not really sure why I posted...just another year gone...
-Z-