Celtic Harumphs.
Despite the JW whatdoyoucallit doodahs, how is it possible, and, can you hang onto your childhood dreams, without going bananas in the process.
I know in my business the grass is'nt always greener on the other side, my point is, how Do I / Can I become an economic migrant or expatriate let loose to explore the world and new horizons. Is it possible to start out with 500 quid?
If I stay in this country much more, I will go stark staring bonkers. It's cope'able, but it's ruddy hell when you're this skint and just trying to do your best, this far behind everyone else.
Another country looks tempting, especially where there be more warmth than there is here. (Even though we do down here have this: http:www.trebah-garden.co.uk )
This culture is fine, it's our absurd climate that often, most, drives me up the wall.
Maybe I'm looking for more stability? Maybe I'm just getting old.
Though before I lose due to the years passing my adventurous, exploring free minded spirit, I would so much love to go travelling again, to see new horizons, new cultures outside of my sphere of thinking and 'blinkered' view.
I'm restless. It be the sagitarian fire horse in me, inpetuos still, despite years of self disciplined reigning in.
Hmmmmmmm
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You know when you write, how do you get several emotions down in a single sentence as you write it? Only then, I harumphed with the mild weight of several different thought patterns that I instantly thought of, but the ludicrousness of the situation, is that only one of them at a time can take precedence over another, and ruddy hec knows if I'm putting them in the right order. It's most irksome and bothersome, too, the same happens when I open my gob. Sometimes it's better to keep quiet and muse.
Celtic ponders into the wee hours ....