The wife told me it was more like 20-22 years since I seen or talked to her.But since that visit we
we have not spoke to one another, not a word. My family members (not JW) ask me have I called
her, the door is open.
I have reservation folks. JW's can be so fickle minded at times.
First of all she told me my JW brother Elder told her she needs to see me, not her decision.
I would hate to call and she told me, dad I only came by because my new husband and your brother encouraged
me to do so.
The most frighten part about all this when she walked in I thought she was my ex-wife, same fake smile,
same speech, body movements it was weird. I know it's silly but my ex was a evil lady.
The main reason I haven't call, if she say something stupid (I only came by because of the pressure),
it will set off my anxiety problems. Over the years I have learned to control my PTSD and don't
want that to start up again. I will give her another month and I will call and if she get weird on me,
OH LORD I will go off..
So what do you think friends????