Over the past few months I've had very infrequent contact with my witness friend for a number of reasons. her social circle, my failed attempts to open her eyes, and the mind control all had a part In our drifting apart.
I've recently heard that she seems to be under alot of stress, To the point where there has been a noticable change In her atitude and physical appearance ( I guess she just looks worn out). I know that she suffers from an eating disorder, which she told me has gotten worse lately, and that worries the hell out of me. The last time I saw her, I could see the confusion and sadness In her eyes.
This may sound selfish, maybe even cruel, but I hope she gets burned out, hope she gets sick and tired of the life she Is living. I've done everything I could do. I made It clear that I love her and am here for her no matter what and I know that I've done more for her and have cared for her more than anyone ever has. All I can do Is to live my life the best I can and hope that the love I showed her will open her eyes .I don't want to be the one to tear down her faith, even if It's all a lie, but I do want to be there to help pick up the pieces.