,If you want to preserve your sanity ,your individual freedom ,and keep normal relationships with your family and friends ,then you need to sever any more contact with the Jehovah`s Witnesses / WTB&TS as they don`t have the "truth" and never have had the so called "truth". Nobody has.
Do your research and a good place to start is right here using the search option at the top of the page and type in anything you want to know about Jehovah`s Witnesses.
Have a look at the 4 Corners ABC TV program from Australia that is available on this forum 4 starters..
I was a convert way back in 1960 ,the worst mistake I ever made and have regretted it ever since.