I am just feeling somewhat poetic for some reason...bear with me.
I love my parents
Yet will never be there, be true
there is a wall between us
something old, large and uncool
I love my dad
yet he will never see me as equal or right
there is a barrier that blocks us
there will NEVER be clear sight
I love my mom
yet will never feel her arms as they once felt
the feeling she HAD she HAS restraints upon
my faith in them melts
I love my sister
yet she follows my parents road
we have contact and talk about our work
no REAL emotion, she does as she is told
It is a hardship for me
and the end I cannot see
I have lost those most closest to me
for a "truth" that set me free...
I see my daughters face now...
I see the love and the emotion that I now grasp
I do envy her her parents
for the love that MY own parents had for me didnt last...
Sorry this is kinda down...been in touch with my parents lately and it never seems to fail that I feel worse when I am in contact with them. Oh well..no biggie....just had to get this out...