I cant say I sought the JWS out. I had little choice , as my parents did the seeking, i hold them harmless, they did not investigate it beyond the WTBTS Pubs.
I did however at a point go it on my own, did the water dipping ore 1985 , so I feel, no allegiance to a group I vowed nothing to.
There was a point maybe 2 or 3 months when I felt I had a realtionship with God during my stint with the JWS. Unfortuanately for me I lumped , God and them together and dismissed both together for a long time.
My question though to all here is this.
When you were contacted in the beginiing by the JWS, something attracted you to them. What?
You had to be looking for something , and was this quest fulfilled, and if it wasnt are you still looking to find what you set out for.
I see many here dont want to any form of religion ever again, and I think :
there is bittereness in them
I see those torked by the WTBTS and deny themselves the joy of living or spend their life attempting to get even some how.
SO I ask what do you believe IN