Hi Cricket!
I am not a Jehovah's Witness, but I have studied for some time about your religion. I have studied with Witnesses and attended the KH. I have also done a lot of study on my own. I have found a page that was made by someone who was never a Witness, but she has done a lot of study about the beliefs of your religion. She is neither DA'd or DF'd, so the elders should approve of you reading her web page:
http://www.geocities.com/Athens/Parthenon/7831/
Please take a look at it and see what you think. If you disagree with her findings, why not try to correct what she has written. I'm sure she would welcome any comments.
NewLight2