I met a lady...as I have mentioned here before I am going thru a divorce and it hasnt been the nicest thing in the world...I met someone who has been very nice to me and patient with me and doesnt expect anythin out of me other than for me to be myself..she is a non-jw..we have been kind of just seein each other randomly. I like her...I am a bit nervous about gettin into ANY type of relatinship just now and she understands that and accepts that. I feel sooo scarred by what happened to me in that horridly destructive marriage that I dont know if I am EVER going to be able to completely trust women in general but this one has been proving herself to be nothing BUT trustworthy and honest. I dunno...I aint sure what to think..I find myself trusting her more and more. There is a bit mroe of course but I dunno how to phrase it....
She showed up one day...
swept me off my feet...
showed me how to feel again
she did so without hurting me
I do not get hurt
She talks to me like a person
looks at me like I mean something
more than the looks and the talks
she MEANS it...
I know not what will happen
I care not to think so far ahead
I go day by day
too much thinking renders my cerebrum dead
I will see what happens I guess
will see where this goes
live through the highs
and cry through the lows...
anyway...thoughts? comments? Bad jokes?