Even though I haven't associated myself with the JW's for several years, I have always had part of me that thought maybe it really was just me. Its very hard to struggle with yourself and just not know. I don't really know alot of people (in my area) that are XJW's. Simply because the ones I do hear of...are always trying to get back in. I could never figure out why.
My whole world was based on the whys and the what ifs. What if I am wrong? Why am I like this? Why are my parents not proud of the intelligent, compassionate, responsible preson that I have become? Etc... You all know the questions and I am sure have asked yourself them just as many times as I have.
Until I joined this forum....I never knew there were so many "hurting" for similar reasons of my own. I always thought....noone understands me or where I am coming from. But you guys do and I just felt like saying Thank You for letting me know that I am not alone.
Spice