Conversation came up this morning and I need to get into my wife's head. Mother in law was talking and she said something her mother (who was not a JW) use to say. I laughed uncontrollably because it was really funny. After I got myself back together she remarked that her mom use to be very "eloquent" when she was alive. Then she added "Wait until the paradise and you would see what she is like"
Here is the interesting part. Mother in law was giving us her back. My wife, who is not at all convinced that this religion is crap, looked at me and rolled her eyes. She has had some flashes of awareness in the past so I don't know what to make of it. I want to ask her why exactly she was rolling her eyes and when she answers, I don't want to steer the conversation in a way that would make her question me. I want her to question the borg.
So knowing my wife, she will potentially answer one of two things...
a) I was rolling my eyes because I know my grandma will not be there. She was never a JW and never accepted the truth. Mom wants to believe she will be there but I know she won't
b) I was rolling my eyes because even though I do hope to see her in the new world, I think is crazy to be so certain that she will be there and imagine what she will be like then
If there is a c) I was rolling my eyes because I don't really believe that shit anymore. Well, that would be a miracle and I think I know how to take that and run. What do you think my answer should be to either a) or b)