Having had served at bethel,I'd seen the corruption, lack of love, nepotism,double standards and endless manmade rules, but thought the local branch was the problem..I recall the Branch Coordinator blasting Ray Franz at morning worship and saying 'Who cares what Ray Franz wrote'...well I did....My initial reaction was mainly shock. ..the WBTS was rotten to the core right from the headquarters...shocked to learn that the seemingly nice old men in the GB are evil, they are bloodguilty. .the Malawi/Mexico issue troubled me for days...and I was angry for having wasted my youthful years for a lie