My new job is very monotonous. It gives me an opportunity to think about all kinds of things. Sometimes good things... sometimes bad.
Sometimes I think about conversations I've had with the elders and my mom regarding my thoughts on the JW's. I was thinking about a few of things the elders said to me. For instance, "It seems like your faith has become weak." They say it almost like it is an insult. Like there's something wrong with me. I explained to them in detail why I don't believe the GB is god's representative on earth. Of course I'd be weak in the faith! You know, when you do the trust fall exercise, and the person who is supposed to be catching you, drops you. There's only so many times they drop you before you lose your faith in them.
They think there is something wrong with me? Nope, there is something wrong with them for continually being duped, and being happy about it!