i used to ask myself, how come jws never or rarely sin. how do they manage to obstain from almost everything which is enjoyable all there entire life?
its imaginable to obstain from all the good stuff for a while, but your whole life????
i used to get the impression, when anything becomes kinds of fun, or there´s a nice feeling to it, then it has to do something with the devil!
from all the cong members, i was probably the one with the most jc´s. but at the same time i wondered how the others manage to stay loyal. what advantage did they have? or am i just a week person? are they gifted in a very special way? are they übermenschen or herrenmenschen?????
it really used to bug me.