Then maybe its best just to simply leave as silently as possible.
The truth is I still have rules that if broken will destroy any frienship I have.
Of course that rule doesnt apply to my kid who I will always love .
But my point is whilst I realise the witnesses are wacky in their thinking, my thinking is pretty wacky.
Iam grateful for the hatred of worldly people I learnt from the witnesses. It has made me less hateful.
If it wasnt for my association with the witnesses I would not now be an athiest.
I hope tomorrow I find Iam wrong and a loving God exists.
But its comforting being an athiest with the knowledge I could be wrong.
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