I had a weird dream last night, a dream I'd love to come true in a sense. I can't remember all but the bits and peices had my mom, my old best friend Lacey and another friend that wasn't from my hall but a good friend Crystal, it did have my grandma and sister but they weren't in it as long. My mom and I were in the car together she said she's been talking to Crystal and she too had seen some sorta evidance that JW's were wrong, wrong and actually became worse about menipulating the people.
(In reality Crystal has always been a bet rebelous and I didn't understand how she could do things she did and be a JW but I was thankful for her kindness when I got reinstated, she was the only one that actually wanted to hang out with me.)
Well as we were driving along my grandma and sister were out inservice together with Lacey we stopped to say hi. Grandma was driving and parked her car in front of this apartment. She said, "Oh we just decided to take a brake and stop by Lacey's new apartment."
(Lacey kinda reminds me of Kyria Abraham when she was little and I being the Emily, she always did as she was told and was kind scared to do anything new unless I kind teased but motivated her to try it. Lacey also was really smart, straight A student that loved to read Star War books.)
"Oh ok," mom said. Lacey turned to us and said, "Well actually you all can come up and see it."
I was so so very excited but I kind wanted to respect them all and I was very quiet and sheepish-like. But we both looked at each other and smiled. She lead the way to her apartment, she was talking how she would pay her rent to Brother Edwards (In reality, he owned a home that had three apartments for people to live in and rented it out to the younger JW friends from are congregation) (well in the dream...looked like he owned a whole Apartment complex but it kinda reminded me of a hotel). She began to unlock her door and go straight to the kitchen and grab what looked like a Weight Watchers meal. She didn't have a microwave and had to go to the lobby to get the meal warmed up.
"I will be right back, I'm just going to warm this up" she said. I began to follow her... (don't know why, it's a dream, I awake now and think honestly I would have stayed in her apartment with the others). I began to admire her looks, here this girl who once wore thick glasses and have a much thicker body and fair skin, turned into this tan beautiful skinny girl. I smiled and felt so happy for her.
(In reality, I just looked at her facebook and was astonished to see how beautiful she's become, I do remember my grandma telling about how she was trying to lose weight and has looked alot better but in her picture I was like Wow I'm so happy for her but gosh I hope she did this for the right reason, she always the rebel when it came to trying to look pretty and I respected her for that and actually admired her for that, she seemed so confident and proud of her simple and pratical look and didn't care what everyone else thought of her. I so envyed her, I always kinda worried about what everyone else saw me as.)
But then something weird happened, I looked at the food she was about to place in this weird machine. The food was like froozen mixure of what looked like mushed peas and other weird combination I couldn't make out. She stuck it into what looked to be a sort of printer but with a hole on the top where the meal fit and then it would push it out of the bottom as ooze. Grows! I thought. As she was doing this her hands began to shake and she began to tell me, "they have us eat this stuff, they announced that all the food the worldly people are offering us is worldy food now and we don't want to put any contaminating food in us, this is poisons to the brain. As the loving and dicreitful slave class has brought us our nourishing food for us!"
I couldn't make out a word I just stood there in shock. They seriously are controling their literal food now! OMG! She said, "You know... I have been noticing your comments on facebook and I beleive you are right... but it's to late now I think this food they are giving us has something in it... like a drug..."
I woke up! Dang it!! I wanted to finish it to! ...hahaha Wasn't that super weird. ha I think I been reading and researching so much it's all I think about now. lol But seriously I do have hope for my family and friends, that one day they will see what I see, talk to me again! :) Let's hope thought it won't be like my dream exactly. lol