at least that is when i figured out that i did NOT like not fitting in at school....so i would salute the flag sometimes...and sneak a valentine to my gf...ya i liked girls a lot then so always had my little girlfiriends....and i would try and stay in the room for the birthday cupcakes!...ya i was evil...and of course then there is the guilt from that.....oompa
living a double life starting in third grade.....geeze what a long 36 years that was till i finally knew for sure it was BS