Eulogy

by ashitaka 4 Replies latest jw friends

  • ashitaka
    ashitaka

    Eulogy

    You died tonight,
    And came in a dream to me, holding wood blocks
    We made into cities
    When I was three; you vanished in your walk.

    Scrambling out of that house in Tuckerton,
    In the reedy shallows, boats would pass
    You would point to them and laugh
    hitting swells on the glass.

    In the red kitchen,
    You’d drink coffee, shining your eyes
    At the bay you had dreamed of;
    Did I ever tell you that you were a magician?

    She just left; was she standing there
    As she did the first day you saw her?
    Was her mother standing there?
    Was it 1947?

    Pass out of eventide, into the night
    Stumble out of the shadows into the light,
    See you standing,
    Holding hands.

    I hear your voice in my head;
    ‘our bodies ever kept us apart,
    but now we’re one, drifting like the half-mumbled words of a prayer.
    You’re not here yet-it’s only a moment for us,
    Don’t despair.”

    The boat he had, silent, but the motor ran,
    looking back, drifting, drifting warm as May
    I heard their ringing laughter sound
    at boats hitting swells on the bay.

  • Mulan
    Mulan

    Ah.......your grandpa died, didn't he? So sorry, Ashi!

    Marilyn (a.k.a. Mulan)

  • Cowboy
    Cowboy

    Ash-That was beautiful....My thoughts are with you.

    Cowboy

  • SEAKEN2001
    SEAKEN2001

    Nice eulogy, Ashi.

    Boating, the water front. Great memories.

    Sean

    P.S. You've inspired me. You'll see what I mean after my next post.

  • Cassiline
    Cassiline

    Hugs to you Ashi and family. You are in my thoughts.

    C

    When the pain of being where we are, becomes greater than our fear of letting go...we will risk and heal and grow.

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