Let Your Passion Move You

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  • compound complex
    compound complex

    Aunt Rose had been writing down her thoughts from the moment she learned to put pencil to paper. Feeding Rose's fervid imagination were the tales spinning about in the old and dusty books left behind by the last tenants of the decrepit farmhouse. She fairly devoured each and every tattered, dog-eared page. Is there any other eatable in this universe that can be so devoured yet, beyond all human reason, remain intact sufficient for countless more tasty repasts? Clearly a precocious child, the young Rose applied herself in school - she was a model student - and excelled in all subjects. The study of English grammar and literature, however, was her passion.

    Upon graduation Rose was determined to continue her education; she became a self-taught woman at a time when "education" and "women" were words infrequently paired together. Despite long hours spent tending the garden, the livestock and diverse other chores peculiar to life on a ranch, Rose used her evenings to feed the mind. It was the young scholar's custom to read in bed until she finally dropped off, her will no longer able to fight off much-deserved sleep. An open book in one hand, a pencil now motionless upon a word-cluttered notebook in the other: this, an evening's literary drama played out.

    Mama would come dutifully into the tiny bedroom every night to check on her youngest daughter, removing Rose's wireframe eyeglasses from her bowed head and, finally, extinguishing the kerosene lantern. Looking at Rose one last time for the day, Mama had to wonder what would become of so singular a young lady.

    The outlook of her family and of older members of the community could be described as nothing other than provincial. "There goes Rose the bookworm!" the old hens would cluck as they huddled together on the general store's wooden walk. Rose would throw them a cursory smile and breeze on by as she headed to the stationers three doors down, then to the book seller's stall. The old women were not necessarily malicious in their tittering; they were simply amused at the thought of a farm girl's getting higher than herself. Rose was not embittered (it simply was not her nature) but annoyed at the narrow view so tenaciously held by the older generation. Not to mention the lack of vision of her contemporaries.

    Few among Rose's acquaintances (and none of her family) presumed that this young author's first book would sell. Quite to the contrary, Hard Work Will Not Kill You became a national best-seller. In the course of its 383 pages Rose described how she, her ten siblings and old-world parents turned a rundown ranch in the San Joaquin Valley into a profitable enterprise. This meandering but spellbinding account included a detailed family history as well as the plucky raconteur's philosophy on a number of matters near to the heart, most notably that of the modern woman's place in the worldwide community.

    She who laughs last laughs best ... all the way to the bank.

  • Snoozy
    Snoozy

    Yes but who was really doing all the work while she read?

    Snoozy...thanks for the story..

  • compound complex
    compound complex

    Thanks, Snoozy!

    Let the reader use discernment ...

    CoCo the Nephew

  • FlyingHighNow
    FlyingHighNow

    Thanks again, Coco, for sharing all the wonderful salt of the earth accounts with us.

  • Tyrone van leyen
    Tyrone van leyen

    Good story Coco. Good to see you again!

    Yes, the inner passion. It's a pioneering entreprenerial soul here. It is the spirit of the American dream really. Following your inner light and persevering until dreams come to fruition. Despite the circumstance, despite others veiws.

    These are principals in spirit which are still valid today. She did what she loved, and it became her reality!

    Passion is the key.

    Who did the work? It's the same with any enterprise. I doubt Bill Gates made a billion computers, but he got on the ground floor of something that he felt passionate about. His philanthopic efforts give back to those that helped to make it possible.

    In a corporate sense he is a role model, far better than those who give, cuz they're told to. ( religions who pay not taxes and weary the flock with endless diatribes.)

  • compound complex
    compound complex

    Thanks, FHN and Tyrone, for your encouraging comments. I always enjoy what you both have to say.

    In general, JWs cannot follow any personal dream to that point of fruition you referred to, Tyrone. Time constraints - theocratic activity - plus continual admonitions against anything pleasurable plus guilt-inducing reminders equal a joyless and unfilling existence. The tenor of "suggestions" given in WT publications seems always to be:

    'Well, if you have to have fun (and it's an activity WE tolerate), get it over and done with and back into the field service asap!'

    And yes, FHN: salt of the earth people. Those are the ones I get on best with.

    Thanks again.

    CoCo

  • Dogpatch
    Dogpatch

    continual admonitions against anything pleasurable plus guilt-inducing reminders equal a joyless and unfilling existence

    Yes, like ignorant, self-serving fathers who want to perpetuate their prudity and outdated power games. If they suck you in, you are a fool and have no one to blame but yourself.

    I was a fool. Until I gave them the boot in my life.

    Take responsibility, get your head together, and run your own life for once.

    When you are feeling much better, give them a piece of your mind and help others to avoid entrapment by corporate toadies who seek this kind of power over others.

    Randy

    P.S. Good to see you back, CoCo!

    I see you are keeping a nice blog nowadays!

    http://sassystuart.blogspot.com/

  • compound complex
    compound complex

    Absolutely, Randy!

    Somehow the joy and sense of fulfillment that we were supposed to experience as preachers of the WTB&TS Good News never truly delivered. I think we continued telling ourselves inwardly that we were the happiest people on earth yet never actually sensed it in our heart of hearts.

    That ersatz Good News and the true Christian Gospel are hardly the same, nor the results from hearing and applying it in one's life.

    Thanks, as always, Randy.

    CoCo

  • compound complex
    compound complex

    Scarcely able to move (it's 2:30 a.m.), I vaguely sense that it is habit, not passion, that orders my most basic of functions at this precise moment. Too early for coffee. Rain falls gently but unevenly from a blue-black sky of scattered clouds reluctant to let go their precious moisture. Moon - full and at her closest to Earth - coyly hides, refusing, like Vashti, to come forth and show her beauty. So be it. This weary, beaten suitor has no wish to tangle with any feminine vessel, particularly one so distant and cold.

    I recall a much earlier time when Her Grace deigned to cast a downward glance toward this yearning and trembling scrap of a man:

    LA LUNA was as remarkable as any exquisite beauty
    could possibly be. Full and round, gleaming in a
    manner supernal for all she was worth. I wanted
    to touch her but felt intimidated by the giant
    sentinels who, likewise, were reaching for her. Their
    barren arms stretched upward with longing. Yet for
    all their height - ridiculously superior to my own -
    those immense trees could no more stroke her silvery
    face than I.

    Inspiration may return to quench my parched soul. For the time being, however, there is little other than hard discipline that moves my fingers.

    Maybe a little coffee, after all ...

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