No I would not give you false hope
On this strange and mournful day
But the mother and child reunion
Is only a motion away, oh, little darling of mine.
I cant for the life of me
Remember a sadder day
I know they say let it be
But it just dont work out that way
And the course of a lifetime runs
Over and over again
my son, my firstborn.... dragged into the b0rg by my misguided belief i could save him from the world...... we spent less than a day together this week past, but it was a reunion of an epic nature.....
i cannot absolve him of his history, but i can truly offer him my undying love and support ..... and i can and did admit my failings and role in his story
i apologized for what had been and i apologized for what will never be.... and he told me he believed with all his heart that i believed i was saving my children, and he blamed me for nothing, and when i cried, there in the parking lot of the whole foods store, he pulled me into an embrace and said " ah, ma.... you did your best..... i always knew that"
it is like a deep breath of spring with a lingering winter chill.....
i love you, sonny boy, with all that i am and all that i hope to be