So many of todays' christians (if I can take the liberty and generalise) are looking to christ to come again and set them free - the man came once and that didn't go so well, I truly doubt he is going to be popping down here anytime soon.
I feel more that you need to find your own christ - the christ within (or buddah or spirit) your true inner self and let that "out" - live your life true to your real self.
Please don't ""throw scripture"" at me about him coming on a cloud, to set the captives free, I don't believe that is any more literal than only a 144 000 being chosen for a heavenly life.