Tonite I've just really felt peace of mind. I was thinking of some of my so-called old best friends who will have nothing to do with me because I won't drone with them in the borg. It just feels so good to be away from them and the lame judgements regarding the music I listened to, the running commentary of every move I made because I was on my way to being successful, and anything above an uneducated janitor was a complete threat.
It just feels good.
I used to feel a lot of pain, loss, etc., from losing my friends of 20 years, from when I was a toddler, and it's really hit me, I feel like I've reached the top of the mountain and yoddling while they stare at the mountain, too scared to climb.