"I was a fully committed Evangelical Christian for 13 years... I was excited to finally be saved... I was thrilled that I could finally understand and accept the truth... I became a fully devoted follower of Jesus...I hit a wall when I began reading the Old Testament. There he was again, the cruel, angry, demanding ( my way or the highway ), bloody, murderous god I had always found in the Old Testament...I totally devoted myself to God and Biblical principles. In the end I was depressed confused and terribly disillusioned." ( A quotation from: exchristian.org / My Journey to Love and Freedom )