I am a total newbie to this forum I was df'd in Feb 2005 and ever since then have had problems to varying degrees. I sometimes just can't notivate myself at work and feel empty and almost hollow. It's as if I've lost something that I will never somehow seem to regain. When I do see my soon-to-be ex-wife and my two kids [son and daughter 17 and 21] I just feel empty sad and lost. They try so hard to get me to go back home and do the right thing....and my wife says she wants me back all the time.
Two years ago I stopped going to meetings, something I did my whole live, because I hated being something I was not. Then I fell into an affair with a very nice woman who seems to truly love me.
Help what can I do?